Tuesday, July 15. Backpacker Camp, Yosemite Valley. 8:45 P.M.
Tonight my son Drew and I are at Backpacker Camp in Yosemite Valley anticipating tomorrow's departure on a trip we cannot fully comprehend. The numbered campsites, flushing toilets, and running water we are enjoying here are luxuries we won't see for nearly a month.
Along with the excitement, I feel a sense of nervous anticipation. There are so many questions to be answered that will end up defining this trip. Do we have enough food, toilet paper, moleskin, insect repellent, camp stove fuel? Or, maybe worse, do we have too much? Are we up to the task ahead? Or will we be done in by the heavy load, the altitude, blisters, the lousy food, bad weather, the bugs, crapping in a hole, or just the painful tedious effort of walking this rugged trail all day every day?
My nervous anticipation is magnified by the fact that I am doing this with my 18-year old son, Drew. We made a deal. If he comes along and carries a video camera (I have a commercial idea for its use and am carrying a still camera and lenses), I will help him purchase a second hand car he longs for. Drew reluctantly resigned himself and now seems to have warmed a little to the adventure ahead. But will the realities of backpacking for three weeks, with your father of all people, quickly cool that warmth into resentment? Resentment that will be directed at me - and there is nowhere to hide in the backcountry in a two-person tent.
Tomorrow we will begin to answer these questions. In the morning, we will shoulder our 45-pound packs and begin a 21-day 220-mile walk over eleven mountain passes reaching as high as 13,600 feet to our goal, the 14,494-foot summit of Mt. Whitney. After weeks of planning, checking and double-checking our gear, there is nothing left to do but go.
Yet I know that all the careful planning cannot eliminate the possibility of a trip-shortening problem. In the backcountry, a small oversight or careless mistake can have huge consequences. I was reminded of this fact today in a powerful way when I jeopardized our entire trip through my own stupid carelessness.
We needed to come to Yosemite a day early in order to obtain a Wilderness Permit in-person. When I decided to do this trip, I went online to check availability of permits for the month of July at the Happy Isles trailhead. Advanced reservations for every day in July were gone. The demand for overnight trips to Little Yosemite Valley and Half Dome makes this a popular backcountry access point, but reservations are only given for 60% of the permit allocations. The rest go to applicants who appear in-person the same day or the day prior to a trip.
So, our family decided to come up a day early and spend the night at Curry Village. That allowed me to be at the Wilderness Office this morning at 6:00 A.M. to be sure of obtaining a permit when they opened at 7:30. Once that was done, we spent the rest of the day sightseeing. On our way back from Glacier Point, we stopped at Bridalveil Falls and walked the short path to a viewpoint below the falls.
Signs warn of slippery footing on the rocks above the trail caused by the constant glaze of mist from the falls. But like many others on the rocks above, the lure of getting closer to the falls was more than I could resist. I scrambled up a less-traveled portion of the steep talus that Bridalveil Creek flows through below the falls when I came to an impasse. I turned around and walked down to search for an alternate route when instantly, I was falling. I knew I was in trouble, because it was the kind of fall where you have time to realize you are falling and wonder when it will stop. The fall is jumbled in my memory, but I do recall a head-over-heels somersault.
Finally, I stopped. I lay face up, my feet below me, reclining on a smooth inclined rock as though I had come there to sunbathe. I lifted my head to get my bearings and take stock. Amazingly, I appeared to be all right. I waved to my daughter, who had seen the whole thing, to assure her. I sat up and put my head between my legs to fight the onset of shock I was feeling. I had a growing bump on my head, abrasions on my legs and a sore left foot, but that was all.
I was at once amazed at my good fortune and my outrageous carelessness. I should be in the hospital. The trip should be scrubbed. But miraculously, there didn't appear to be anything wrong with me that would jeopardize our plans. After carefully descending to where my daughter was, I told her and Drew not to tell my wife. She would worry enough while we were gone without adding this to the mix.
So, this day is done. The steely-dusk sky is fading to black. After dinner at Curry Village, Renee and Vanessa dropped Drew and I here at Backpacker Camp. Good-bye kisses and hugs were exchanged with a little more feeling than usual, and I made no progress in assuring away the worry in Renee's eyes.
They are halfway home by now, while Drew and I, excited and nervous, quietly anticipate tomorrow like some adventurers on the verge of an unknowable epic quest. But this trip, after all, is just walking. Yet, I worry. All evening, Drew has been the sweet and considerate kid that has been hidden behind the combative shroud that descends when kids on the verge of adulthood flex their budding independence. He is clearly excited about the adventure ahead, but how will he feel after a week on the trail? Two weeks? Three?
When this is done, will Drew and I warmly remember the experience of a lifetime or shake our heads in disgust recalling our agonies, arguments and misadventures? Some of that warmth from Drew comes from a reliance on me to provide safe passage - the one with backpacking experience who will make everything OK. I feel the responsibility. I want this to be good.
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